I’m just about to begin a 12 hour night-shift in my job with the Ambulance Service and it’s probably going to be one of the busiest nights ever for the service as a whole. It is the first time in my life that I have missed out on the fun that Hogmanay entails, so it better go well! Having also missed out on Christmas Day and Boxing day through the joys of shift work, it would be nice for it to go smoothly as possible and allow me to enter the new year doing good.
*UPDATE* – Shift is over and from 12am until 4am, it was a total blur. So, so busy but good to be a part of something meaningful and providing assistance to those who need it most. Quite shocking at just some of the calls that come in though! Just because you’ve had too much to drink doesn’t mean an ambulance is going to take you home…
I shouldn’t moan. In August this year, I started my new role as an ‘Emergency Medical Dispatcher’ within Ambulance Control, dealing primarily with 999 calls as well as related enquiries from doctors, NHS staff and other emergency services. It’s a tough job but one that is very rewarding as in effect, I am helping to save lives until medical/emergency service professionals arrive on scene. Whilst the shifts are challenging at times, they do offer a lot of time off (probably to catch up on sleep) but once that’s been recouped, I find myself with a lot more free time. Hence why I have been posting more on my Blog!
Given that I have more time on my own, I’ve been thinking more about what I want from life. I will be 26 years old in six months time and know that I am not getting any younger. Gone are those child-like years when nothing was an issue and you felt like you had all the time in the world to get things done. It’s different now and I’m just glad I realise that.
I’ve compiled a list of things that I would like to see accomplished in 2018 – one that I can reflect on and look at in moments of need and inspiration.
Let’s get cracking…
- Hoping for some positive news to kickstart the year, I have re-applied for the role of a Firefighter, having narrowly missed out during the selection process last year. At that point, I was really stuck in a rut with my old job, working as a sales and customer service advisor for a decorative surfacing supplier – it really began to wear me down after 4 years of essentially, no progress in a career sense. So, I applied for the 2016 intake which through hard work, got me through to the final assessment day at a local Fire Station. Unfortunately though, and despite feeling prepared for it, I didn’t manage to complete a ‘manual dexterity test’ which consisted of building a certain object within a specific timeframe. This meant that I didn’t manage to get to the interview stage and that was me knocked back till the next attempt. Knowing how demoralising that day was and the effect it had on me, it did give me the kick up the arse I needed to push myself into a career I can see myself enjoying and progressing in. Hence why I took the job in the Ambulance Control centre, but I truly believe I owe it to myself to keep trying with the Fire Service as ultimately, it’s the main goal. We shall see!
- Secondly, I have perhaps the most important two weeks of my life coming up as I seek to pass out as a Royal Naval Reservist and continue my part-time career with them. A thoroughly enjoyable experience so far, from when I first joined in May 2016. I have made many friends, done and seen a lot of things that most people wouldn’t normally get the chance to in a normal working life. Long may it continue and let’s hope I progress onto the next level! This will require grit, steeliness and a sense of pride in order to pass out, but I’m hopeful I can throw the cap so to speak!
- Since moving out of the parent’s home for the first time earlier this year, myself and the girlfriend have gone from strength to strength and look to take our relationship to the next stage by hopefully, getting a mortgage and our own house. Location as yet unknown, but if I’ve learned anything in these last few months of living on our own, it’s taught me to appreciate the little things more and is truthfully, making me more domesticated. I know this because I get house-proud when the place is tidy and going to IKEA is classed as a day out. Plus, I love getting new things for the home & building furniture.
- Depending on the above, getting a dog would be a brilliant addition and one that would definitely bring joy into our lives and encourage more walks etc. Not only that, it would give us more responsibilities and be a welcomed addition by both families.
- Taking part in a marathon. Now, if you’ve read previous blog posts from me you will know that I do take fitness and running very seriously. Whether or not I’m at marathon level I don’t know, but it is something I’d love to do. Either that or a half marathon, in which there are openings for in Alloa in March. One week after my Confirmation Course though. Hmm, tough decision!
- Staying on the theme of fitness, and one that might surprise you based on where I live, I would love to go hiking or climbing some of the famous mountains across Scotland. Schiehallion in Perthshire, is one I’ve had my eye on for a while. As well as Ben Nevis. Whatever. I just want to get a few under my belt!
- It would be nice to lose a little weight. I’m not fat by any means, but I definitely feel like I’ve got a belly coming on. Especially after this festive period. It also doesn’t help when you are in a sedentary position for hours on end in a control centre, with sweets and food surrounding you. Perhaps more willpower is required too!
- 2015 was the last time that I went out on an endurance cycle, as I embarked from Crystal Palace to Blois in France, via Dover-Calais. Come to think of it, that was three years ago. Wow. I need an achievement like that again and whilst cycling through rural France in hot sunshine was utterly bliss, it would probably be more manageable doing a UK based route this time. I’ve got the gear for it, just need to set a date and hopefully some cycling buddies too!
- Spend more time with the girlfriend. It’s been hard these past few months with me going on to working shifts for the first time in my life, and Claire reverting to the standard 8-hour shifts from 0800 till 1600 for the first time in hers. We constantly seem to be in the passing and although the time off is good for me, it is only good for me, not us. Therefore, more holiday considerations have to be made with city breaks, days out and possible holidays abroad. At the end of the day, if a relationship is going to work then it’s only going to be built on shared experiences.
- Not really a resolution as such, but keeping the alcohol intake down is something I’ve been really good at. Firstly, it’s costly. Secondly, it can completely ruin the next day as you can’t drive, your brain can’t function in it’s normal manner and you cannot drive till later on. I have easily gone a month or two without drinking in 2017, perhaps I can keep it going for longer. Ultimately, it affects my mood and happiness and whilst the occasional drink with friends for special occasions is acceptable, it’s not essential.
So, there you have it. There is probably going to be a lot of changes this year and a lot to look forward to. Already I have a busy start to the new year with a lot going on. I hope I can update this quite soon with some good news relating to my first two resolutions, but I will also get round to doing a 2017 recap post with things I’ve done over the years.
Peace and Love,
Vino